The Diary of Shinobu Maehara
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
not knowing beyond
Isn't it a little awkward when everyone you know has a special someone. I feel left behind. I feel empty. I feel helpless. Can it be helped? Slowly, I realize the sensation of being alone.
Even though it's embarrassing, I want someone to know my state right now. I'd like him to know how I feel. But I won't let anyone to pity me. If that's the case, then forget about what I've just said.
am still happy at 10:05 PM
- Shinobu
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Unusual Activity
It's dark inside. A dim light won't make any difference. Like my feelings for him, I pity myself for the sacrifice. Still, I'm not blaming this light for the weak radiance. I don't blame him and I won't. Why would I? Do I have any right to stop their love?
It's rough. But I don't hate him for loving her. It's a couple designed from the heavens. But I don't want him getting hurt if something bad happens between their relationship.
I'm all alone. No one is grieving with me inside this four cornered prison. All I see before me are walls that tease my very existence. It's a complete jigsaw puzzle, but with an unused extra piece. Someone has replaced me. I'm so naive...
am still happy at 5:33 PM
- Shinobu
Shinobu moves into the Hinata Apartments after her parents divorce.
Part of the reason is her great fear of uncomfortable or embarrassing situations,
which emerges from time to time during her stay in the Hinata Apartments.
She's generally very shy and quiet, but her time in Hinata will eventually warm her up to new freindships.
She's the friendliest of the residents, with no angst against anyone and with no one disliking her.
She's very practical and very diligent since she had to take care of herself a lot before she moved in.
She's a good cook who frequently does the meals for the residents. And she's perhaps the only resident who
treats Keitaro with any consistent respect. She's always kind to him when no one else is.
Shinobu has a crush on Keitaro, but she keeps it respectably low-key, showing her appreciation in the simple
things she does around the apartments. She currently resides in Room 201.
Jed David is a former BS Business Economics student in UP Diliman. He's working in the office to save for tuition fee and an airplane ticket.
He's studying in the University of Winnipeg as a Business Admin and Computer Science student.
He's a freelance photographer, a freelance writer, solo webadmin, webdesigner and an active blogger. He's a member of the modding community.
He likes fastfood. He sucks at Math and Physics. He's no literary writer. He likes playing basketball but usually ends up with a few broken bones.
He's so lame he gets nosebleed on his first step on the stairs.
He's such a loser... *continues with negative remarks*. Overall, he's eccentric.
